Saturday, September 29, 2012

Paying my dues

I know it's been a LONG time since I posted. Lately, I've been reflecting a lot, mostly because of all the changes that have happened/are happening.

As those of you reading my blog know, I was unable to secure a teaching position this fall, after going on many interviews and second interviews. There have been MANY times this summer I've been upset about it, but I'm seeing things in a different light now. On the bright side, I HAVE acquired a position in the school district I would one day love to teach in, and I substitute teach there as well.  I am working hard, earning money, and spending every day with kids, which is what I love.

Recently, I received two very unexpected compliments from two people that made me have faith, too - they both basically said that I am going to make a fantastic teacher. I know my time is going to come - it's just hard to know when that will be. I think that sometimes, the best is saved for last. I am paying my dues and slowly making my way into the "real world" - maybe not in the way that I intended, but sometimes it's those things that end up being the most important. Even if I end up working these two jobs to the end of the school year (I even have a contract and a key!), I think this will still be an important year for me. The people that complimented me really restored my faith, and they don't even know how much it meant to me.

It's strange - I'm even considering getting some more certifications (elementary ed., more than ever). I'm going to work on this if I don't get a teaching job. And, I will continue to apply for teaching jobs, and when next spring comes, I'm going to take interviews (hopefully!) by a storm.